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i'm thinking of how much i've changed... i've backed down from a fight today... one i could have easily won... but instead... i talked through it.. made myself look like a p*ssy...but all in all.. i feel better for not hurting those guys... specially with what was up my sleeve... to think what i almost did for such a stupid reason as my pride as a fighter... an 18 inch blade... i also think of the joy that it would have given me to sink it into them... and this disgusts me... i must think of the goodness instead of the sick urges i have... okay.. i think i've said too much... good night
"pride only hurts... it never helps"
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