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You're probably quite right. I can be happy to turn a blind eye to faults in a person, make them up to be some saint in my head. Still, the betrayal is always painful.
Getting the money back may well be impossible. I'm too tired to think about means or how or whatever. May have to go through the courts.
There was a minute, before I fled to the streets of manchester last night, when she was moving the last of her stuff. I was staring straight into her eyes and she couldn't hold my gaze at all. I felt slightly vindicated because somewhere I know she feels guilt. I just wish she could have said sorry or not hit me and lied to me.
Not sure I have too much time for self pity these days though. I'm just continuing on.
Thanks for your comments and words of wisdom! Much appreciated as ever. x
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