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01:25. At 9:00am I have to go for my counselling session. It's the first one I'll have been to in a while. I'm not sure what I'm going to say. Something like "My girlfriend of two years ran off with someone else and hey! I'm coping really well actually.". I hate admitting things and telling the truth to the counsellor. Then it's work work work all day.
I'm really scared about the future but I'm not admitting it to myself. I'd be really heartbroken about everything if the depth of the betrayal hadn't made me so angry and I'm pouring all my anger into songwriting and creative energy, to prove her wrong. She said I couldn't sing and she said I would never write a good song. She shattered my trust and she shattered my confidence, but I'm not buying into any of it. She's welcome to run off into the hearts and arms of others, but I'd like to think that ultimately I will become stronger and happier without her. Anyone that could betray so easily is worthless in my life.
But I'm so lost right now...
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