[linkkiller31]

well i see i brought up a lot of hardships for people and bad memerories and i apolagise for that. I just wanted to share the way i was feeling at the time. And i know at any time this whole relationship could turn around on me and crush me. But im fine with that its just a insecure postition fot me to be in. Hell my whole life is a insecure position. I used to hate love i hated the word i hated well i see i brought up a lot of hardships for people and bad memerories and i apolagise for that. I just wanted to share the way i was feeling at the time. And i know at any time this whole relationship could turn around on me and crush me. But im fine with that its just a insecure postition fot me to be in. Hell my whole life is a insecure position. I used to hate love i hated the word i hated well i see i brought up a lot of hardships for people and bad memerories and i apolagise for that. I just wanted to share the way i was feeling at the time. And i know at any time this whole relationship could turn around on me and crush me. But im fine with that its just a insecure postition fot me to be in. Hell my whole life is a insecure position. I used to hate love i hated the word i hated people who used it. The truth is i didnt go looking for love it came to me without even me trying to look for it. And yes i do believe most high school relationships are stupid and immature no offence to any one. For one cuase im in high school i still dont understand every quality to the word "LOVE" its a big thing not to be toyed with or joked around with. Like with my girlfriend i havent even told her that quot unquote i love her. we both decided thats a big step not something you just throw out to someone. If you tell someone you love them then you sayin ill be here forever. Im the one for you. Well this is what my brother says and i dont knnow how many people will agree with me, You see a lot of quot un quote girls friends and boyfriends making out hanginmy girlfriend i havent even told her that quot unquote i love her. we both decided thats a big step not something you just throw out to someone. If you tell someone you love them then you sayin ill be here forever. Im the one for you. Well this is what my brother says and i dont knnow how many people will agree with me, You see a lot of quot un quote girls friends and boyfriends making out hangin on eachother. Well thats fine if your gonna marry that person but if not then its like making out woth another man or womens wife or husband. You might be like well thats stupid but if you knew who that future person is and there dating someone else and there making out and all over eachother youd be like hey no. And if you here that person sayin i love you to the other person your future married person youd be like its a lie your gonna break up. So thats where im at but please tell me how you feel i like to listen and ill help any way i can so enjoy. You shouldnt give up though.