[tempted]

Originally Posted by Redpyramidhead

*Ahem* Whats this "normal state* I keep hearing about? Is there even such a thing? What's this magical normal state in which it is supposedly easier to deal with your problems more easily? I can tell you right now I have known many states in my life from simply living it and by listening to music or perhaps indulging in the occasional weed, but I have never in my entire life known a "normal mental state* in which it is best to deal with my problems. SO many of us who do not use hardcore drugs like to live under the false security that there is only one reality and we will only have to deal with that one "normal state" as long as we don't do drugs. Whatever. Reality is overrated by people who use it as a "familiar face" to greet in the morning. But you'll never defeat your depression that way.

IM out of here for now, but before I got I have a public service announcement... don't use drugs...they are bad... except weed which is still bad but isnt too bad if you use it in moderation like me! BWAHAHAHA!
What can I say... I'm the devil trying to tempt you I suppose.

PEACE OUT

_RED_ stuff

You know Mark i'm somewhat disappointed in you..after all that whole chat we had that day when i asked you to call..well you know who..and after all you said to me, i thought you would post something more intelligent or more of an adult..but now you're turning this subject into a depression issue and that's not what this is about..this is about the drug use..and about that "normal state"..maybe there isn't one..i sure as hell don't know what it is as well..but i don't turn my life worse by using drugs.