[tempted]

Originally Posted by fantasytiger

i know exactly how you feel you think thats bad try having your bf of three years use you for a week and then run off to go marry some chick he met over the internet and he had planned this three months in advanced and then tells you he is going to take care of a relative. yeah love is a joke you end up with me you either end up under a car or for some odd reason i become unbarable to be with so you jump states just to get away from me.............

OMG Tiger..are you talking about John?..i know this isn't my business..but are you?


And linkkiller31..it's been awhile glad to see you back here..but humm...that whole there's someone out there for everyone may actually be true..but only if you're willing to look for it and take chances..now try being alone for five years because you got hurt really bad in relationships and then think you finally found someone who seemed perfect for you..and have that person tell you, he loves you and that you were everything he wanted, make you believe in it..and then completely crush you..and then a couple of months later that person with who you still managed to stay friends with, tells you he still hasn't gotten over the girl he was with before you came along..making you realise that everything he made you believe in was nothing but a lie...try to imagine how much it hurts and what something like that can do to one's mind..so if you ask me, i give up, i had too many times my heart broken so i think i'll be better off alone..and no, i'm not thinking about turning gay..cause well i do like men a lot..but i'm fine alone...Love sucks much..period.