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Originally Posted by dan da man

I think its having a good time people using alcohol and drugs, its much more fun using them.

I honestly would like to know how is it that a person can have more fun being completly out of her/himself and have much more fun than being in a "normal" state..where you can be aware of everything..in my opinion that's what makes things fun..i honestly don't understand..and i do try to but it just doesn't make sense.



Oh and WOW..Meryl...WOW..honestly i was trying so hard to make people understand my point but i didn't want to go into detailed situations but you...wow..you almost made me cry just for reading some of the situations you pointed out in your firt post..cause it is true what you said, in most cases that's what happens people just turn a problem into a huge one..just for using drugs..and that whole living like you're 30 since you're 12..just so you know..you're not alone on that..i too had to do go through the same thing..and i still try to enjoy life..and i did NOT turn into drugs or drinking..sure i get depressed with most of my problems..but in the end, i end up a lot more happier person just because i'm strong enough to go through everything without making my life even worse by using drugs.