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Oh hoho. I'm in major panic mode. My relationship of two years has ended. No hope for reconciliation now. I'm full of regret and sorrow for what has happened, plus panic at the fact we both share a flat and it's pretty much unworkable for us to remain here so we both have to move out, all the bills are in my name and i'm udner crushing pressure. I haven't been into university for about a month now and they may well kick me out, I start a new job tomorrow and it's going to be busy busy busy and there is a very large hole where my best friend and girlfriend used to be and now my insides feel completely ripped apart. I have a need so I'm probably in danger of throwing myself at the next person to come along. I have a real need for love. Must sort everything out.
Missed my counselling appointment this morning though, which really isn't good. And everything just feels like rain
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