[Faile]

A few years ago I used to have problems with eating and was quite underweight via undereating.
However, situations and minds change and now I'm a lot better at eating and enjoying food. In fact I am indeed overweight by my reckoning. Which is a real killer on my mind but doesn't lead to the same results that it would have led to a few years ago. Not happy with it, but I'm not tearing myself apart over it now.

Says a lot about me really, lazy even in my problems. Lazy in losing weight too.

"Once I remember well, my life was a feast where all hearts opened and all wines flowed. Alas, the gospel has gone by; suppose damnation were eternal! Then a man who would mutilate himself is well damned, isn't he?"
- Arthur Rimbaud