[tempted]

Well i wasn't looking for love..love came without asking me if i wanted it or not...i was actually trying not to fall for anyone because i've been hurt a lot in my past relationships and it actually took me 5 years since my last b/f for me to let myself fall for someone again..and i never said this was a waste of time because i know it wasn't and i also think, no, not think, i know that the love i feel for this guy is a good thing but i guess it just can not be..he's an amazing person and there's nothing about him that makes me think that me loving him is or was wrong..but like i said before things don't always go the way we want them to go and if only one of the 2 is willing to make things work obviously it's not enough..it takes 2 to make it work...and as far as friendship well he knows i'm his friend and that won't ever change..even though we're not talking at the moment.
And about that whole someone special for everyone thing ..i do believe in it but with all that has happened to me in the past i'm starting to think that maybe i'm meant to be alone..which isn't all that bad..i can be happy alone.

Originally Posted by goodman

Our world is so self-centered and self purposed that "real" relationships are rare, but they are what we live for, whether or not we realize it or not...

Sorry i have to disagree on this, people shouldn't live for a relationship people should live for themselves not for others.And living only to try and find someone to be with, it's dumb.IMO anyway.