You all are young, you have years and years of heart renderings to experience. I waited later in life to try and find love. Have i found it yet? No, but ive found facsimilies of it, and i know that there is that special "one", but until the time is right all the efforts and concerns towards that end are for naught. Because its not meant to be, its hard to believe now at this time in a persons life, but its supposed to be a very special person that your meant to spend your "happy" times with, and anything else is just a substitute. My most recent "catch" on the internet that ive actually talked to, was a 35 year old girl who has been married three times. We talked twice, and between her telling her son to shut up and stop bothering her, we probably both came to the conclusion were not gonna hit it off. I, for myself, dont think i will find love on the internet. Im just glad im still close friends with a girl i was really close with for many years, if a person remains friends with someone the had a relationship with, then you know it wasnt a waste. People consider relationships and people to be trash, nothing more than something to be disposed of. If it has real meaning, and i mean "real" meaning, its neither trash or something you want to let go of, but maintain it on another level, one that in the long run still benefits both people. Our world is so self-centered and self purposed that "real" relationships are rare, but they are what we live for, whether or not we realize it or not...
