[Berserker]

It's always though to learn it the hard way, but for some people that's the only way they can learn things like this( me included). But maybe it's better to find it out for yourself, cause now you know for sure and otherwise you may still have doubts like what if etc.etc.
You'll get stronger and wiser out of this in the end.... another lesson lived is another lesson learned.

Take care and keep your head up girl!!!