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Originally Posted by Redpyramidhead

Fine... next time I see a thread that I think Infernal Mass might be reading or posting in I will purposefully try to avoid sharing anything I know or felt like saying for the benefit of others. ******...

_RED_ stuff

Please. Relax. Really. =__=;;

Anyhow, even though I respect both mr. Goodman and Red's opinions, I can't say I fully agree. In fact, I don't think I agree at all.

I have many, many siblings, all of which are older than me and are my half brothers. Now, were it up to me, there would be no necessity to make a divisive line between us simply because the genetics we share aren't "full blooded," but they make it a point to emphasize this. Oh well.

Given that they are all a great plenty years older than me (the next youngest edging 26... me edging 18), there isn't much we have in common, and thus there just simply isn't much to talk about. However, that to me is a good thing, as I truly hate them medling in my affairs. I don't mean to sound cold or anything of that sort, but I simply think that if they didn't seem to care or be there when I needed their help, what makes them think I want their help now after so many years of deprivation? I don't.

I can honestly say that out of all of them, the only one I talk to on a more regular basis is my youngest brother. I can speak with him more openly and freely than with the rest, but not so comfortably as I find him terribly immature. This, I think, is the most annoying thing for me: his lack of maturity. In his attempt to show no apparent sensibility, he thus opts for cracking inopportune jokes that are anything but funny. Unlike the rest of you guys, he hasn't really done a thing that stands out from amongst the rest: every single day he makes me blow my fuse. Be it by excessive talking of pure nonsense, his deliberately not funny jokes or his "I'm 25... OK?" attitude, he somehow manages to do things that... well, make me twitch in anger just about every day.

If I had three wishes, the first one would be to go back in time and make me an only child. Oh yes. Free from annoyances and false hopes of being able to share things or rely on them "some day". Pooh.