[Redpyramidhead]

I am wondering if half of you didn't read my post and just read the thread title. Either that or I need to work on my communication skills when I explain things...that's probably more likely... I dont know. I thank those who took time to understand it even though it is probably hard to understand what I am saying sometimes because I tend to rant too much.

I wrote two whole paragraphs explaining things... How I had overcome my dependency way back on the idea of needing a gf to be happy. I made a lot of progress beyond that. I said so much more than that. In fact I suggest you read it again if you are thinking of posting here. I tried to explain that it is much deeper than an on the surface just me being lonely problem, but I guess maybe this isn't the place for this even though I know a lot of you are very caring and supportive.

In fact, I am wondering if I should just ask for this thread to be closed...then again I don't know...maybe this is what I need. More advice than I usually tend to seek. After all, I can't be a hypocrite when I give advice...heh.

Thank you all for your support. It means a lot to me. I just need to get over this on my own like I did before, but with a little support from friends, too... i have realized.

Trust me, I don't just sit around for someone special to come to me. I'm way past that. It's a deeper issue I have to resolve. I am not wastin my life on waiting for anything... I am doing things with it. PEACE out for now.

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