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Lost_myth · Jun 16th, 2004, 08:23 PM

I was going through my stuff.. ya know, post srping cleaning.. lol *smirk* And well, I was going through old holiday cards and letters my friends used to write me plus little momentos. It was like diving into a pool of memories. Also, I find it hard to throw away certain things. Sometimes I want to get rid of all of it to have the space but then all there would be is space... a vast empty room, heh It'd be cleaner

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Anyways I came across this long card Grandma Flegal had wrote and *sigh* little things she has given me. Then I kept diggin' and I found some notes, etc. I wrote about my old dog, Daisy and things of her. Lol, things she's chewed.. Oh God, HOW I MISS THEM!

It's funny.. Kind of push their memories aside and continue with the rest of my life. heh. *bites lip* I dunno. Life kind of accommadates the loses sometimes. You can't help to miss what you're used to and who you've loved.

I guess what I was trying to say is that a memory can feel like someone knocked the wind out of you or stabbed you in the side.

Jun 16th, 2004, 08:23 PM	#2
Lost_myth Every One Dies Alone Joined: May 2002 Location: In the depths of existance where the hot magma flows. Age: 39 Posts: 1,057	I was going through my stuff.. ya know, post srping cleaning.. lol smirk And well, I was going through old holiday cards and letters my friends used to write me plus little momentos. It was like diving into a pool of memories. Also, I find it hard to throw away certain things. Sometimes I want to get rid of all of it to have the space but then all there would be is space... a vast empty room, heh It'd be cleaner . Anyways I came across this long card Grandma Flegal had wrote and sigh little things she has given me. Then I kept diggin' and I found some notes, etc. I wrote about my old dog, Daisy and things of her. Lol, things she's chewed.. Oh God, HOW I MISS THEM! It's funny.. Kind of push their memories aside and continue with the rest of my life. heh. bites lip I dunno. Life kind of accommadates the loses sometimes. You can't help to miss what you're used to and who you've loved. I guess what I was trying to say is that a memory can feel like someone knocked the wind out of you or stabbed you in the side. __________________ All around me are familiar faces Worn out places Worn out faces Bright & early for the daily races Going nowhere Going nowhere Their tears R filling up their glasses No Xpression No Xpression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows No 2morrow No 2morrow & I find it kindof funny I find it kindof sad. These dreams in which i'm dying, R the best I've ever had Last edited by Lost_myth; Jun 16th, 2004 at 08:37 PM..