well i really want to thank all of you... and Mr. T... i was a fool.. and in a certain someones eyes... still a fool
... but hey.. i am doing much better now.. i had some rough shit of news last night but thanks to some key friends *red.. cough red*... i was able to deal with it.. .basically i found out that towards the end of candace and i she was "talking" with this scott kid... and a day and a half after we broke up... she started goin out w/ him... so i was a tad... shall we say.. pissed... but you know what.. i took what a lot of you said to me to heart... i am way too good for this shit... she was everything to me.. and now i see that she didnt deserve me.. not the other way around... it pained me to realise this but as i am learning fastly... forget it.. ya know? to dwell on shit like that that i have no control over is stupid and a waste of time and energy... so i press on... lookin for the next chick to break my heart... or maybe this time i will try and break hers first!! j/k j/k.. and deathwatchz... i am thinkin deeply about that best friend thing.. she is a hottie and into me... so.. maybe
thanks again all and big hugs and kisses to all the appropriate people