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tempted · Apr 16th, 2004, 07:38 AM

Johnette Napolitano - Suicide Note

Every night
You wrote another line
With a bloody, broken, bottle
And every day
You wish it away
Why don't you pull the pin
On that grenade
You cuddle

I wanted to believe
Bodies swinging from trees
Struggling to stand
With your head in your hands
A stoic last stand
Of a dying man

I wanted to believe
As I watched your world
Crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
I did not understand

Every night
The questions poured out
Of your wounded eyes
Damn dark things
Every day
You used to pray
Listen to the black raven sing
You wanted to believe
As you were falling to your knees
Struggling to stand
With your life in your hand
The sad last stand
Of a broken man

I wanted to believe
As I watched your world
Crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
I did not understand

I wanted to believe
As I watch your world
Crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
I did not understand

And the questions pour out
And the questions pour out
I did not understand
I did not understand
I did not understand
I did not understand
The sound of you falling
I did not understand
As the trembling heart of a man
Did not understand
The sound of a trembling heart

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Apr 16th, 2004, 07:38 AM	#876
tempted Senior Member Joined: Aug 2003 Posts: 2,265	Johnette Napolitano - Suicide Note Every night You wrote another line With a bloody, broken, bottle And every day You wish it away Why don't you pull the pin On that grenade You cuddle I wanted to believe Bodies swinging from trees Struggling to stand With your head in your hands A stoic last stand Of a dying man I wanted to believe As I watched your world Crumble in your hands I wanted to believe As you raised your glass To your last stand And I wanted to believe You would win The war in your head That I did not understand I did not understand Every night The questions poured out Of your wounded eyes Damn dark things Every day You used to pray Listen to the black raven sing You wanted to believe As you were falling to your knees Struggling to stand With your life in your hand The sad last stand Of a broken man I wanted to believe As I watched your world Crumble in your hands I wanted to believe As you raised your glass To your last stand And I wanted to believe You would win The war in your head That I did not understand I did not understand I wanted to believe As I watch your world Crumble in your hands I wanted to believe As you raised your glass To your last stand And I wanted to believe You would win The war in your head That I did not understand I did not understand And the questions pour out And the questions pour out I did not understand I did not understand I did not understand I did not understand The sound of you falling I did not understand As the trembling heart of a man Did not understand The sound of a trembling heart