Thank you everyone for your support... i didnt get to read your advice till just now but be assured that it definitely helps me now
My best friend somehow heard what had happened and he came over as i was about to go over to my C mans house w/ a 30 pack... So instead of the white candy i delved into a pool of niccotine and alcohal... Not an answer but i am glad i didnt give up on my 4 month purity *or so to speak*.
I thank you again for being patient with me... at the time i wrote that it was not even 5 mins after it had happened so i realise now it was a little rash... and i realise that i need some tylenol cause mikey didnt drink shit... and the 30 was gone this am.... and i gotta work in an hour... oh shit... well i gotta go...
thanks again everyone...
And berserker... that was a great line you used
god i actually laughed this morning... afternoon.. whatever
Eli, piggle, bersker, and fortune... thank you from the bottom of my heart.. .it means a lot to know that people care about you