Dance in the dark *last night*

trunks69420 · Dec 23rd, 2004, 06:43 PM

As i sit in a room filled with memories
my mind starts to wonder
where i am and what i am doing
a warm blanket around my shoulders
the blanket extends to my mind
i've never seen with such sight
but now i remain blind
the warmth seeps through me
covering every inch
but just as it seems okay
in the back of my brain is a pinch
a subtle stab to the center of my mind
my world was okay.. now i've left it behind
no sense of feeling and no sense of love
being pushed from reality with a great shove
face first into the coldness of an alternate reality
i feel cold and alone
my mind begins to fade but its not that its not bright
my vision is failing i cant see the light
i cant remember my name now
i'm lost inside myself
my brain feels as though its melting
turning in on itself
I feel i'll never be happy again
something is terribly wrong
i glance to my left and i stare to my right
what was i thinking to try this tonight
i begin to lose control
my muscles get tight
and then it dawns on me
i could die tonight
my bones become stiff and i cannot move
my words break into murmurs
i am lost in nothing
lean back into my couch to feel some safety
it swallows me whole
i swim inside the cushions that once held me up
looking up at my body
being pulled down to my death
a voice echoes through
i wont die tonight
two hands under my arms
raise me back to light
sitting there regaining my sight
i reach to my left and turn out the light
drift into sleep but pleasantly not eternal
my mind still racing with thoughts
i am still alive.

Piggle_humsy · Jan 10th, 2005, 12:59 AM

wow! That's kinda scary. The fine line between life and death is right there. I'll probably talk more about this when we next chat, for now though I'll just let you know that I love it..although it's on something that's not great, it's a very expressive poem and I was really drawn in.

Piggle

x x x x

trunks69420 · Jan 11th, 2005, 12:09 AM

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Originally Posted by Piggle_humsy

wow! That's kinda scary. The fine line between life and death is right there. I'll probably talk more about this when we next chat, for now though I'll just let you know that I love it..although it's on something that's not great, it's a very expressive poem and I was really drawn in.

Piggle

x x x x

Thank you very much.. finally someone posted.. heh... i wanted to know what people thought of it.. i dont remember if i gave an overview about it... but it was a poem i wrote the night i gave up drugs... i had a really close call due to some shit i was on... really bad fucking trip

I really felt i needed to try and describe it... so.. maybe if you've checked it out and couldnt figure out what the hell i was talking about.. there it is.

tempted · Jan 11th, 2005, 03:03 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by trunks69420

Thank you very much.. finally someone posted.. heh... i wanted to know what people thought of it..

....

You told me not to comment in here!!

You piece of ... woops, sorry

, lol...anyways i don't think anyone here needs to know what i told you that day...it would be too much information for them

Piggle_humsy · Jan 11th, 2005, 07:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by trunks69420

Thank you very much.. finally someone posted.. heh... i wanted to know what people thought of it.. i dont remember if i gave an overview about it... but it was a poem i wrote the night i gave up drugs... i had a really close call due to some shit i was on... really bad fucking trip

I really felt i needed to try and describe it... so.. maybe if you've checked it out and couldnt figure out what the hell i was talking about.. there it is.

Yeh I figured out what it was about.
That's why I found it so scary, to think of you going through that.
Well I'm glad that you made it through and you're still here with us.

And I'm kinda glad you had that experience in a way..what I mean is that if you hadn't had it and survived you may still be on drugs and there most likely would be another time when you didn't survive, so in that way I'm glad it happened, to make you see the light..of course I would have preffered you to realise in a different, more safer way, but hey lesson learned..nuff said!

Your a great guy when your clean cor cor!! Stay that way!

Piggle

x x x x

Dec 23rd, 2004, 06:43 PM	#1
trunks69420 Now Im Nothing Joined: Jan 2002 Location: Rochester, NY Age: 39 Posts: 2,415	Dance in the dark last night As i sit in a room filled with memories my mind starts to wonder where i am and what i am doing a warm blanket around my shoulders the blanket extends to my mind i've never seen with such sight but now i remain blind the warmth seeps through me covering every inch but just as it seems okay in the back of my brain is a pinch a subtle stab to the center of my mind my world was okay.. now i've left it behind no sense of feeling and no sense of love being pushed from reality with a great shove face first into the coldness of an alternate reality i feel cold and alone my mind begins to fade but its not that its not bright my vision is failing i cant see the light i cant remember my name now i'm lost inside myself my brain feels as though its melting turning in on itself I feel i'll never be happy again something is terribly wrong i glance to my left and i stare to my right what was i thinking to try this tonight i begin to lose control my muscles get tight and then it dawns on me i could die tonight my bones become stiff and i cannot move my words break into murmurs i am lost in nothing lean back into my couch to feel some safety it swallows me whole i swim inside the cushions that once held me up looking up at my body being pulled down to my death a voice echoes through i wont die tonight two hands under my arms raise me back to light sitting there regaining my sight i reach to my left and turn out the light drift into sleep but pleasantly not eternal my mind still racing with thoughts i am still alive. __________________ "It wont give up it wants me dead... Goddamn this voice inside my head" five vicodin chased with a shot of clarity...

Jan 10th, 2005, 12:59 AM	#2
Piggle_humsy The One & Only Joined: Dec 2002 Location: Being Reborn Age: 41 Posts: 2,132	wow! That's kinda scary. The fine line between life and death is right there. I'll probably talk more about this when we next chat, for now though I'll just let you know that I love it..although it's on something that's not great, it's a very expressive poem and I was really drawn in. Piggle x x x x __________________

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