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trunks69420 · Aug 30th, 2004, 09:28 PM

Well just figured i'de free form write here for a minute... just to talk to myself.. but why not.. you guys can listen to

Many things go through my head...
sometimes i wonder if i'de be better off dead
then i see my friends and they bring me up again
it means so much to have someone to call friend.
The ones who are good to me i cant understand why
When sometimes i even make them cry
I'm selfish and hateful yet they always stand near
but i have a day approaching that i fear
the day when my friends get sick of me and all my bitchy ways
The day they leave me behind and i'm stuck in a daze
you can say it wont happen or you'll never leave my side
but i feel this day comming i can see it in my eyes
I wish i didnt feel this way anymore
so down and painfully sick
but i know that somehow i'll make it through
As for now i have my friends i love them so much
i can always count on my bones to be there in the clutch
i rhyme too much for my tastes but its somehow how i flow
you dont even have to see my name .. you read it and you'll know
If i wasnt so slow maybe i could rap...
but i doubt i could tolerate it all... and those fat chronic sax

I'm out the door for the evening.. hangin with those friends
i love my online family ... you mean the world to me
i'm sorry if i've hurt you.. or made you feel grief
I'll try to make things better and improve myself for you
and if you know me well enough... these words are guaranteed true...

yeah... idk what the thought of that was but i just wrote what i was thinkin.. bubye

Billyum7 · Oct 1st, 2004, 05:27 PM

its kinda freaky but i like it..

Aug 30th, 2004, 09:28 PM	#1
trunks69420 Now Im Nothing Joined: Jan 2002 Location: Rochester, NY Age: 39 Posts: 2,415	Random Itterations Well just figured i'de free form write here for a minute... just to talk to myself.. but why not.. you guys can listen to Many things go through my head... sometimes i wonder if i'de be better off dead then i see my friends and they bring me up again it means so much to have someone to call friend. The ones who are good to me i cant understand why When sometimes i even make them cry I'm selfish and hateful yet they always stand near but i have a day approaching that i fear the day when my friends get sick of me and all my bitchy ways The day they leave me behind and i'm stuck in a daze you can say it wont happen or you'll never leave my side but i feel this day comming i can see it in my eyes I wish i didnt feel this way anymore so down and painfully sick but i know that somehow i'll make it through As for now i have my friends i love them so much i can always count on my bones to be there in the clutch i rhyme too much for my tastes but its somehow how i flow you dont even have to see my name .. you read it and you'll know If i wasnt so slow maybe i could rap... but i doubt i could tolerate it all... and those fat chronic sax I'm out the door for the evening.. hangin with those friends i love my online family ... you mean the world to me i'm sorry if i've hurt you.. or made you feel grief I'll try to make things better and improve myself for you and if you know me well enough... these words are guaranteed true... yeah... idk what the thought of that was but i just wrote what i was thinkin.. bubye __________________ "It wont give up it wants me dead... Goddamn this voice inside my head" five vicodin chased with a shot of clarity...

Oct 1st, 2004, 05:27 PM	#2
Billyum7 GTA GuRu Joined: Jun 2004 Location: OKlaHoma Age: 34 Posts: 199	its kinda freaky but i like it.. __________________ I am the Grand Theft Auto GuRu My FORUMS

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