Back in the day when the only one who I could say i actually loved died, i went through all of my freshmen year real depressed about it. I didn't show it at school though, I'm good at keeping myself concieted in public, but I also attemted suicide because of that and a few other major events that happened around that time in my life. But I got through it and realized that it all worked out and not I'm so close to asking my admiree out after reading all of your replies to SSSnake, who is a good friend of mine. but i don't want to know how unbelievably devastated i would be, and I don't want a repeate of freashmen year for me.
Hope when the time comes, she'll say yes to me.
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If you could see the future, would you try to change it? Would you keep trying... even if you knew you would always fail?
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