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Piggle_humsy · May 31st, 2004, 09:32 AM

I was unsure about entering this..as it's such a strong subject.
I apologize if it upsets anybody.

Frozen, Unable to shake myself
Sweat arising in the palms of my hands
The pace of my heartbeat quickening
The room starts to swirl around me
I want to run but I can't
My own body holding me prisoner
As I hear that familiar Jingle of keys
My body tenses, I know what's coming
The footsteps getting closer
Each step feels like a stab in my heart
The Door handle turns and he is there
Towering over me like the devil
I can smell the booze on his breath
As he touches me I feel the roughness of his worn hands
The unbearable pain rushing over me
As I hit the floor unable to pick myself up
I lie their numb, letting it happen
And then it's over,
He kisses me, straightens his tie and leaves.

~ Piggle Humsy.

(c)

May 31st, 2004, 09:32 AM	#12
Piggle_humsy The One & Only Joined: Dec 2002 Location: Being Reborn Age: 41 Posts: 2,132	I was unsure about entering this..as it's such a strong subject. I apologize if it upsets anybody. Frozen, Unable to shake myself Sweat arising in the palms of my hands The pace of my heartbeat quickening The room starts to swirl around me I want to run but I can't My own body holding me prisoner As I hear that familiar Jingle of keys My body tenses, I know what's coming The footsteps getting closer Each step feels like a stab in my heart The Door handle turns and he is there Towering over me like the devil I can smell the booze on his breath As he touches me I feel the roughness of his worn hands The unbearable pain rushing over me As I hit the floor unable to pick myself up I lie their numb, letting it happen And then it's over, He kisses me, straightens his tie and leaves. ~ Piggle Humsy. (c) __________________ Last edited by Piggle_humsy; May 31st, 2004 at 09:36 AM..

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