My first time posting something in this forum...
It takes a real man to admit he was wrong...
I apologize for all the seen and unseen lies,
For the heartache and pain that brought tears in your eyes.
I apologize for not being true from the start,
for running away from you, leaving a hole in your heart.
For ignoring your feelings and pushing them aside,
because I was too damn arrogant and pumped up with pride.
I apologize for making promises that I couldn`t keep,
for building a foundation based on treachery and deceit.
Being selfish and inconsiderate, I did what I wanted to do,
making costly decisions without thinking of you.
I apologize for not holding you through restless nights and stormy days,
for my immature thoughts and my foolish ways.
I gave you hell by giving up when times got rough,
I didn`t slap you, I pushed you, I neglected you even that`s bad enough!
Now I see why you build a wall around you, because it is me you despise,
but that`s the price that I have to pay for all the times I wore a disguise.
I pray to God that one day you will realize, that I love you and I apologize.
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